Late last night, in the darkness, just me in this quiet house the LORD and HIS presence surrounded me with a peace and comfort that I have been searching for my whole life, and the thing about that is all I had to do is call out to HIM and just surrender. That surrender that I had claimed and really thought in my heart had already happened hadn’t. It happened in the hospital on what Dr.s said was to me my death bed and that I had a unknown amount of time to live but they were sure I was going to die. I called out to JESUS and supernatural healing took place that left the hospital staff and everyone since mesmerized in what can not humanly be explained.
Only I can tell you that from the moment I cried out, HE touched me, HE healed me, HE delivered me, and set my feet upon higher ground and became the very reason I am alive today, with this experience HE has led me into TRUTH about HIM and HIS KINGDOM and HIS WORD and LOVE for not only me but the entire race of mankind.
I find it so intimate that when HE speaks to me it can be in so many numerous ways, and HE always confirms it in HIS word. this morning opening up the BIBLE expecting and knowing that there is a WORD for me there, and when I find it the SPIRIT inside of jumps,( I imagine as it did with Elizabeth when Mary entered the room).
THIS MORNING I SHARE WITH YOU ISAIAH 1:18-20
“COME NOW LET US REASON TOGETHER”, says the LORD, “THOUGH YOUR SINS ARE LIKE SCARLET, THEY SHALL BE WHITE AS SNOW, THOUGH THEY ARE RED LIKE CRIMSON , THEY SHALL BE AS WOOL. IF YOU ARE WILLING AND OBEDIENT, YOU SHALL EAT THE GOOD OF THE LAND; BUT IF YOU REFUSE AND REBEL, YOU SHALL BE DEVOURED BY THE SWORD”; FOR THE MOUTH OF THE LORD HAS SPOKEN.
In the stillness of last night and not being able to sleep, my mind not shutting down, I realized that even then my mind was on HIM and HIS goodness. I wasn’t awake because of drugs or alcohol or because of an emptiness had me oppressed.
I was awake because once again HE wanted to be intimate and surround me with HIS peace and remind me of who I am, I am HIS, and HE wanted me to reel myself back into HIM because with the pressures of this life and personal things I am going through I had started slacking on my time with HIM.
There it was, a gentle and loving reminder from my SAVIOR and LOVER OF MY SOUL.
like a FATHER with HIS hand under HIS childs chin tilting it back up so she could look HIM in the eyes and remember who loves her most!!!!!